| LAST YEAR RAYA with MY DAD IN 2008 |
| MY FATHER THAT I REALLY MISS :) |
Most of us feel a lot of pain associated with dying. The
loss of a loved one. So much suffering in the body. So much suffering
emotionally. Just a lot of pain.
That pain often calls us to reach out for solace. For
comfort. For a different perspective. For another side. This year i just lost
my beloved father, Md Azman. I feel so alone especially when mom left home to
perform the hajji. I can't tell how much my soul screaming and dying inside. I
don't know this feeling. I don't know how to live without the one who always
protected me whenever i feel scared, kissed me each time i wanted to sleep, and
hugged me when i was sad. He's the best father i have ever had, may god bless
him , al-fatihah.
In few months, im gonna have the biggest test for my high
school years, SPM. No matter what, i have to cope with my own feelings, and
focus to score the exam with flying colours. I'm glad, i still have a brother
who never gives up supporting me, and a mother who always advises me not to
feel low, and tells me that I need to live because life must goes on. I really
love my family.
“Being deeply
loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you
courage.”



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