Friday, 10 February 2012

rest in peace dad..

LAST YEAR RAYA with MY DAD IN 2008
MY FATHER THAT I REALLY MISS :)
Most of us feel a lot of pain associated with dying. The loss of a loved one. So much suffering in the body. So much suffering emotionally. Just a lot of pain.

That pain often calls us to reach out for solace. For comfort. For a different perspective. For another side. This year i just lost my beloved father, Md Azman. I feel so alone especially when mom left home to perform the hajji. I can't tell how much my soul screaming and dying inside. I don't know this feeling. I don't know how to live without the one who always protected me whenever i feel scared, kissed me each time i wanted to sleep, and hugged me when i was sad. He's the best father i have ever had, may god bless him , al-fatihah.


In few months, im gonna have the biggest test for my high school years, SPM. No matter what, i have to cope with my own feelings, and focus to score the exam with flying colours. I'm glad, i still have a brother who never gives up supporting me, and a mother who always advises me not to feel low, and tells me that I need to live because life must goes on. I really love my family.

    “Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage.”

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